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Body aches when I woke up. Guess I slept for too long or..maybe I have bad sleeping posture. Went for family dinner last night and the food was awesome. Had Dim Sum for breakfast but I don't have an appetite for it. Went Gaya Street with family, restock hair conditioner, had pizza for lunch.

Next paper will be on Monday. Gonna read up some later on. Don't think I will be staying in the library for the whole day. Will leave after Nathan leave for his exam at 2pm. Feels like going for a movie. Gonna see how things go.

Will be having one week holiday next week. Gonna clean up my room and clear my grandpa's room. Thinking of moving my study table and and book shelf to his room.

Just received a shocking news from Arthur moments ago, my teacher Mdm. Neermala passed away today. Heard from the others that she went bald because of cancer. Another sad incident happened in such a short period. She was my teacher adviser in my school's parliamentary. May her soul rest in peace.

Life's pretty unpredictable. So spend as much time as we can with our beloved ones.

Watched this with Nathan, Clare, Charmaine, Antonia & Sanjay just now. Not bad.. a funny movie. I think he's a kind man =) and I didn't know it was Brad Pitt's voice!

Only managed to finish half of the Philosophy's slides this morning. Was too sleepy so eventually I slept around 2 am. It's all essay questions. Sigh. There's no MCQ for the test this time because the questions were leaked somehow well I don't know. I just answer whatever that came into my mind.

Currently waiting for mummy to pick me up, am in the library right now. Grandpapa passed away last night. Expected but I didn't expect it would be this soon. Grandpapa was the one who look after me since I was little. He used to buy me coke, used to clean my school bag and shoes, used to tidy my clothes..

I would make him Nescafe whenever he feels like having it, cook him his favourite egg soup, get him some beer and soft drinks, clean the toilet after he finish using it, cook the chicken wings that he likes to eat, cook for him whenever he feels like eating, buy him fried bananas, listen to him talking about his past and answering his questions like when am I going to graduate... or even..getting married.

p/s: The part above was drafted in the library and my mum came to pick me up and went to visit grandpa.

He looks so calm sleeping in the coffin. The shirt that he's wearing was very beautiful =) dad's choice.

I miss him so much. I miss having him around. I don't mind if he gives us trouble cause I know old folks are usually like that.
The bowl and cup he usually used, the milo & nescafe, the chair he usually sat, the mirror and shaver, the cigarattes and lighter..

I miss my grandpapa.. so much.

THIS breaks my heart

Here I am complaining, complaining that I'm doing HSC, complaining about school being such a drag, how whenever I open one of my notebooks/school books I frown and complain knowing that I have to study, but then I see this..

This little girl..These books are her everything. She probably struggled and used all the money she had just so she could buy these books for school and get an education that we sometimes take for granted. At least we have the opportunity to learn. Yes the notes/notebooks and textbooks we have might be a bore to look at and we grunt and ocassionally think to ourselves "Man this shits boring, why do we have to learn/write this" But in the end we know why. We could persue our dreams, our hopes and ambitions. Even with the simple knowledge of knowing how to read and write, count and put words into a sentence can take us somewhere as silly as it might sound.

We complain of the education that we do have, but do we actually realise how lucky we are? There are many children out there like this little girl with a simple wish is to go to school, get an education, so write on, text books to learn from. Most of this little girl's book are runied. It breaks my heart how some kids have to go through this while most of us sit on our asses and complain about what we have/don't have. But look at this little girl.

This is really tragic for a kid like her.. =(

( reblogged from tumblr)

It's the SECOND bottle of the month, yes 2nd SECOND DI ER KEDUA DAI YI TI NGI

slept around 1130pm last night and woke up at 6.22am and slept back untul 10.12am when dad called just to lecture me that I took his broadband and he needs it during his outstation period.

will contine to study for tomorrow's Philosophy's test after i finish my 3rd and it's gonna be the last slice (at least for today) of bread.

gonne get some prune juice and take a shower.

xoxo.

p/s: mum just called and told me about grandpapa's condition. i'm down.

baby you are so sweet. feels calm after hearing your voice and thanks for being such a lovely and adorable consultant hehehe.

I love how you come near me and we are so close and i can smell your scent. I love it when you hug me tight from the back and give me a kiss on my cheeks. I love it how you pamper me like a baby and wipe the chocolate stains on my lips away.

You wouldn't mind to walk the miles just to make sure I am alright. You will never stop calling until I pick up your call. You will make sure I am dry all the time when we're walking in the rain under my tiny umbrella.

Baby you're awesome. There're so much more to say but I have to bath now so I will miss you and miss you and miss you and will reply your texts and answer your call later but before that we're going to study hehehe all the best in your maths paper tomorrow okey.